Monday, November 10, 2014
I am trying really hard to be ready for what is coming so stress along side my grief do not get the best of me. So in an effort to get things checked off my to do list I have been looking at Christmas cards. I saw one that I loved on Shutterfly and started "personalizing" it. It asked for our last name and then the members of our family. I am sitting here staring at the screen. What do I write? Do I write Charlie's name on our card? He is obviously a really important part of our family but I am not really sure what to do about these cards. It feels wrong not to include him but I know he's not really here either. These are the realities I experience every single day.